到家了

终于都到家了。。。就这样我离开了UTM。。。
我的大学生活就这样结束了。。。。
本来以为我不会舍不得的，但是原来在一个地方久了还是有感情的。。。
现在我却有点想念UTM了。。。
更想念那里的上课的生活。。。。
还有就是我的朋友们。。。
尤其是我的三个姐妹。。。。
虽然有时会有些摩擦，但是毕竟是在一起生活了四年的朋友。。。
感情不会说变就变的。。。。
而且在我回的时候他们哭了，我真的感动到～～～～
幸好我离开的快不然我想UTM会淹水吧。。。。
我想我真的会想念跟他们在一起打打闹闹的生活。。。
那种疯疯癫癫的生活真的很有趣。。。
但是现在开始不会再有了，因为工作是完全跟读书不同的。。。
这个我清楚得很。。。。
我想我还会有几次跟他们见面的机会，过后就真的很难了。。。
除非我们在同一个区工作。。。不然，真的很难啊～～～～
我的大学生活，虽然喜怒哀乐都有，但是我会只记得乐的，其他的就让它过去吧。。。。
我的大学朋友们，谢谢你们陪我走过这四年，容忍我的怪脾气，容忍我的全部，我爱你们～～～～

Last day in UTM

today is my last day at UTM...
i really cant imagine my 4 years life in UTM finally come to the end...
time pass so fast, i feel like i jz enter UTM, but now is time for me to leave here and go into a new life for another new environment...
dis few days before i leave UTM i feel like i do a lot of thing...
i wan to keep every memory here...
i tot i wont feel sad when wan leave here...
but i m wrong... i feel a bit sad now....
feel like how gd if i still gt some semester to go n continue my study life.... T___T
i feel sad to leave everything here that had accompany me for 4 years...
my frens, lecturer, room, fac and many many...
i really wan to capture every angle of UTM...
i wan to keep it as my memory forever....
i wont forget everything here....
when is time to leave, then the feel of love ll appear suddenly....
i love everything here...
my frens treat me very nice coz i m going leave to here today...
we cant meet anymore until sept during convocation....
after convocation i really dunno when i can meet them again.....
really appreciate everything my frens here gv me....
love everything here..... <3

The End

finally, my university is really come to the end..
i had finish my final year project presentation jz now...
n i had pass it...
now d oni thing is waiting for my convocation...
time pass so fast...
my 18 years study life end like dis....
i really cant believe it...
i feel like i jz enter uni oni, but now is d end for my uni life....
i had stay at utm for 4 years...
i know my frens here for 4 years ad....
we enter uni together, but now we r going to separate...
going for our own future life.....
d next time for us to gathering together i think should be during convocation...
after dat i really dunno when i oni will meet all my frens here again...
although sometime we had misunderstood, we argue, but now wan to leave them i really feel sad...
dunno y, d sad feeling is suddenly appear in my heart....
when i recall bec my uni life here, i feel dat i really learn a lot here....
although thr gt some sad and unhappy thing but coz of all of this so dat i learn a lot...
i wan to forget alld sad thing n oni remember d thing dat i had learn....
and i wan remember all d happy life here...
coz i know i wont get back all dis kind of life anymore....
i m going to hv a totally new life...
i m going to face for d true realistic world.....
i really scare i cant face it but i ll try my best to do my best....
i going to start work n hv d working life...
i dunno how my working life going to be, but i will try my best to make my life d best.....

JYJ ~The Beginning~

this is my 'the beginning' album.. i really love this album very very much...
and dis is korea version that i bought it when i go korea...
so it is travel v me when i going korea... haha...
i love it cover... is very special... i like d red color plastic cover...
yes, they used red color no others color...
d CD oso in red color....
the design is very special....
even inside jz a simple CD and booklet but i really like d design....
and i gt a free poster... i hand carry d poster fr korea to malaysia..
i bring it very carefully fr korea to malaysia... hehe...
d most interesting thing is d CD shop that i go to buy dis CD is upstairs of nature republic....
in myeong dong, everytime enter d cosmetic shop ll get a free gift...
and d JYJ mask is d free gift dat i get fr nature republic... haha...
i go buy CD and get a free mask, and everything is JYJ...
i really excited when they gv me d JYJ facial mask...
until now i still din used the mask... and i think i wont used it forever and i ll keep it forever... hehe...

last exam

i m going to take my last exam dis coming sat...
i think dis would be my last study exam in my life..
after dis no more study exam for me...
i thin oni ll hv stress fr work for me....
i mz appreciate dis exam n study hard for it...
hehe...
i really cant imagine i m coming to d end of my study life after 18 years i study....
although i feel bored v my study life but still feel a bit sad...
so fast i m going to start my new life as a worker..
no more student....
i still worried bout dat, n i dunno i can handle it alone or not...
but i nid to do so... dis is life....
hopefully everything goes well in my life after dis exam....

Big Bang - Tonight

recently i really love this mv very very much....
is really awesome and creative mv..
i love they used black and white as d mv color...
n Big bang dance is really nice..
although jz a simple dance but really suit v d song n d mv...

母亲节快乐

母亲节又要来临了。。。今年还是一样，都没钱买礼物送给妈妈。。。。
但是，明年我一定会买。。。嘻嘻。。。
在youtube看到这首歌，原来这首歌这么长。。。我都不知道。。。
因为每次都只唱前面的。。。哈哈。。。。
但是这首歌真的陪伴我度过我的童年。。。。



祝我的妈妈，母亲节快乐。。。
要每天都开心，快乐，健康，平安的过。。。
我爱你，妈妈。。。。。

注定

很多事情好像是冥冥中注定似的。。。。
因为之前得不到，所以现在得到。。。。
到底这种注定对我是好还是坏？？？？
我真的不懂，也有点担心。。。我现在的心情就像是站在没有地心引力的地球。。。。
飘来飘去，我真的不懂。。。一边酱说，一边那样说。。。
我到底要听谁的，我都不懂。。。
跟着自己的心走，但是我的心都不懂我要往哪里走。。。。
真的很烦啊。。。。希望一切会顺利吧。。。。
我真的不懂这种决定是对是错，但是既然我决定，就应该不要后悔，不要后退。。。
继续往前走。。。