Sunday, December 4, 2011

speechlesssss

when i saw someone i really dunno wat to say....
everyone ll change according to environment....
but i feel dat u are over d limit of changing..
make me cant understand at all...
but dunno wat to say oso...
jz let it be.... i cant said anything...
i know i still gt others best best fren....
so jz appreciate my frens dat oso appreciate our friendship....

Thursday, November 17, 2011

i can

recently i ki siao ad.. i emo for so long time... but i can release myself fr the emo...
i dunno wat to do.. and d person keep pissed me off.. i dunno wat to say...
n everyone is stand by her side and i m stand alone...
i feel very very sad.. but wat can i do...
i cant do anything thing.. d thing i oni can do is keep calling myself 'dun care, dun care....'
but said is 1 thing and do is 1 thing...
easy to say, hard to do.....
but i mz make sure i can do.. coz i know my EQ is not dat low...
pissed me off once is ok, but she ad pissed me off 3 times...
haizzz.... i still can tahan until now i ad feel i very geng ad....i know i m strong gal..
i can do watever i wan myself...
i no nid depend on others... n i know i still gt many best frens who stand by my side forever n support me...
i really thx to my frensss...
listen to my complain... thx my frensss~~~~~ i love u all very very much~~~~

Saturday, November 5, 2011

In Heavan




again, i m buying something dat i feel is very meaningful for me but others said i m wasting my money... but i dun mine coz i love it... hehe...
dis is my another original album for JYJ... ^^

loooooooong Tiiiiiiiiiime

so long time din update my blog ad... suddenly feel like wanna write something here...
recently really bz.. bz till no time for me to update my blog..
i gt a lot of feeling to write down but i m too bz so no time to update....
now i gt sometime so i m come bec here again n write something...
haha...
bz means my life is meaningful..... at least i gt something to bz and make me no time to update my blog... hehe...
now ad nov, and i still gt few months to go so i can know my future...
is time to change new job or stay at my current company..
hehe...
ok, now i wan to update my blog...
update 1 by 1... hehe~~~~^^

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

气死我

真的气死我!!!!!
哪里有这种人的。。。。
做作也不要做但这么明显嘛!!!!
别人看不到,但我都知道。。。
我真的忍到~~~~不懂要怎样忍了。。。。。。。
不过我会忍,因为我知道我EQ高。。。

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

nice day.

i had a nice day v my best best frens....
hehehe...
we go take picture around balik pulau, penang...
i really love it coz i can go jalan jalan n take nice pic...
we go few place to take pic..
n d oni place i know d name is sungai burong...
others i dunno ad...
hehe...
we wait fro d sunset...
but very sad, d sunset we get is sunSAD...
coz d cloud had hide d sun..
i cant c d real sunset...
i wait for few hours but get nothing.....
but d day really a nice day coz spend v my best best fren...

不顾一切

有时真的很希望不顾一切,做自己想做的事情。。。。
不想在别人面前控制自己的情绪。。。
不想在别人面前看人家的颜色。。
不想再压抑自己。。。
超想一口气骂出口所有想骂的。。。
超想在不爽的时候可以一口气发泄出来。。。
超想告诉一些人你们真的很讨人厌,可以不要再做作了吗???
超想把自己的感觉说出口。。。
超想大声地喊出口。。。
大声地把不爽都喊出来。。。
超想大声地哭来。。。
超想把所有的眼泪一口气让它流干。。。。
我真的很多想做但我没有勇气做的事情。。。
我该怎么办???
我还可以忍多久???
我可以吗???
还是我会过度压抑而死???
我真的忍到我自己都不敢相信了。。。。

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

控制自己的思绪

嘴巴长在别人身上,我控制不了。。。
他们要说什么有他们的自由。。。
好的、坏的随他们说,我又能怎样。。。。
别人我控制不了,所以,唯一的办法就是控制我自己。。。。
控制自己的思绪,不要被别人的胡言乱语影响。。。。
你们要说什么,我不介意,因为我懂我的心不是这样的就好。。。
我了解我自己的心要的是什么。。。
而不是像你们说的那样。。。
明明没有的东西,你们却说到好像真的一样,我真的服了你们。。。。
我都无言了。。。
我还是用我的方法:用耳机塞住耳朵,音量开大,那我就什么都听不见了。。。
其实我很想解释,但是我知道没有用。。。
所以就随你们吧。。。。

Sunday, July 17, 2011

时时提醒我自己

我最近要时常提醒我自己。。。
提醒我自己不可以做错事。。。
不可以做一些会伤害到别人的事。。。
自己痛苦,好过别人因为自己痛苦。。。。
我一定不可以,不可以,不可以。。。。。。。

Sunday, July 10, 2011

做個獨立的女人

在网上看到这篇文章。。真的太符合我的想法了。。我就是这样想的。。。

要堅信一個真理:這個世界上只有爸爸媽媽永遠對你好。

朋友可能為利益反面,男朋友隨時可能背叛,老公可能會出軌。

永遠只有父母對你掏心掏肺。

自己喜歡的東西,不要奢望別人買。

不管你以前是否玩過曖昧,你已經過了曖昧的年齡。

女人要獨立,經濟獨立是基礎。

如果一個男人對你說他配不上你,相信他。

一個自己說配不上你的男人,一輩子也不會配得上你!

珍惜與能力無關,與錢無關!

明確自己的目標,為此奮鬥。

什麼女子無才便是德,扯蛋。要嫁得好,首先要有才。而此處問題的關鍵,

不是嫁得好。是你自己過得好。

對挑撥離間的人,不要揭發他。

等他演完一出出好戲,拼命演,拼命圓。然後告訴他,其實你什麼都知道。

接著,笑笑,離開。

誰對你好,你就對誰好。

人際交往永遠是禮尚往來的。雙向法則。沒有人有義務對你好。

擦亮眼睛,誰對你好,記得對他好。

轉身,要比眼淚快。

這是必須。你必須學會承擔難過,你必須知道難過它會過。

要經常對自己說,我也可以很勇敢。不要,千萬不要,輕易在別人面前掉眼淚。

別人看多了你的眼淚,就會覺得你的眼淚如此廉價。

以前或許幹過許多荒唐的事。

可是請你不要覺得那有多見不得人。請你不要覺得那是負擔。

這是你生命中一個新的開始。

隨時給自己準備一個微笑告訴自己 我可以!

不小了,要加油了!!!!!

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

不了解

看的人越多,了解的越多。。。
当了解得越多,就会觉得这个世界很恐怖。。。
恐怖到我都不懂怎么形容。。。。
每一个人都有说话的自由,但是为什么偏偏就有一些以为自己很了不起,专说一些伤害别人的话。。。
我是不介意啦,但是有时真的太过分,说不介意是假的啦。。。。
有些人我真的很想告诉他,当你在说别人时,是不是可以看看自己。。。
有些人甚至为了一些人就牺牲别人。。。
有时真的觉得他很三八,但是我不会多说,因为我没资格吧。。。所以就随他去吧。。。
我真的不了解。。。真的真的不了解。。。。

Saturday, June 25, 2011

真面目

每个人都有自己最真的那一面。。。
但是不是每个人都会show出自己的真面目。。。
这种人真的很可怕。。。但是,世界上这种人最多。。。
多到~~~
为了自己的利益,不择手段,就算牺牲别人也在所不惜。。。
这种人太可怕了吧!!!!
但是,我不想成为这种人。。。
因为就算我会失败,但是我也不会太在意。。。。
因为我深深的相信,这个世界是有报应的。。。
而且是现世报,没有等到下一世了。。。我觉得太恐怖了。。。。
在别人面前当好人,讨人喜欢,这不是我的强项,所以我还是当我自己吧。。。。
至少我不会失去自我,不会对不起我自己。。。。
我还是原来的我。。。

Monday, June 13, 2011

First day of my working day

finally, today is my 1st day work as a trainee...
today orientation d whole day... tired but quiet interesting...
i get my working badge today... so start fr today i am an working lady ad...
no more student although my student card not yet expired... haha...
during the orientation, i learn a lot what i should do during my working life..
i mz know wat i know, i mz learn wat i dunno... if i dunno i mz ask...
but i feel like i still gt lot of thing to do as a new hire besides d task given by my manager...
tml i m going to meet v my manager... so nervous...
hopefully my manager is a nice person....
pray pray pray.... hehe...
gd luck for myself as a trainer for dis 1 year.... ^^

Saturday, June 11, 2011

新生活

明天就要开始我的新生活了。。。。
开始工作了。。。。还真的有点紧张。。。
虽然是training一年,然后才决定我是否可以成为真正的员工,但好似我还是很紧张。。。。
我自己也不懂为什么。。。我好担心我应付不来,也担心我达不到老板的要求。。。
那到时我该怎么办。。。我真的很好怕。。
但是我要告诉我自己不要害怕,不要怕痛,不要掉眼泪。。
因为这是成长的过程所要面对的。。。
就这样,我的上课生涯结束了。。。。
即将踏上新的旅程,希望我可以在做到最好,希望一切顺顺利利。。。。
加油加油加油。。。。
我要每天告诉我自己---->我可以。。。。

Saturday, June 4, 2011

我可以

我现在才明白这世界上是现实的。。。
到了某种时候你就会发现。。。
无论那个人是谁,到了那时候,你就会看到他们的现实。。。
这个时候,就好象一个人在海上漂,很无助,甚至觉得这世界让我很绝望。。。
一个可以帮助我的人都没有。。。每天都在想要怎么解决正在面对的问题,但是却一点办法都没有。。。
每个人都只会责备,却没有人会帮你解决问题。。。
这个时候真的很像死了算了。。。既然自己最相信的人陡然自己绝望了。。。
有时很羡慕那些当面对事情的时候有人会伸手帮他们的人。。。
但是我知道我这辈子只能靠自己,因为我知道这世界上没有会对我这样的人。。。。
所以我一直都相信我一定可以的。。。
这么多年了,我也活得好好的,未来的日子,我相信我也一定可以的。。。
那些曾经瞧不起我的人,你们等着吧。。。
有一天,一定会轮到我瞧不起你们的时候。。。
风水轮流转。。。

Monday, May 16, 2011

到家了

终于都到家了。。。就这样我离开了UTM。。。
我的大学生活就这样结束了。。。。
本来以为我不会舍不得的,但是原来在一个地方久了还是有感情的。。。
现在我却有点想念UTM了。。。
更想念那里的上课的生活。。。。
还有就是我的朋友们。。。
尤其是我的三个姐妹。。。。
虽然有时会有些摩擦,但是毕竟是在一起生活了四年的朋友。。。
感情不会说变就变的。。。。
而且在我回的时候他们哭了,我真的感动到~~~~
幸好我离开的快不然我想UTM会淹水吧。。。。
我想我真的会想念跟他们在一起打打闹闹的生活。。。
那种疯疯癫癫的生活真的很有趣。。。
但是现在开始不会再有了,因为工作是完全跟读书不同的。。。
这个我清楚得很。。。。
我想我还会有几次跟他们见面的机会,过后就真的很难了。。。
除非我们在同一个区工作。。。不然,真的很难啊~~~~
我的大学生活,虽然喜怒哀乐都有,但是我会只记得乐的,其他的就让它过去吧。。。。
我的大学朋友们,谢谢你们陪我走过这四年,容忍我的怪脾气,容忍我的全部,我爱你们~~~~

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Last day in UTM

today is my last day at UTM...
i really cant imagine my 4 years life in UTM finally come to the end...
time pass so fast, i feel like i jz enter UTM, but now is time for me to leave here and go into a new life for another new environment...
dis few days before i leave UTM i feel like i do a lot of thing...
i wan to keep every memory here...
i tot i wont feel sad when wan leave here...
but i m wrong... i feel a bit sad now....
feel like how gd if i still gt some semester to go n continue my study life.... T___T
i feel sad to leave everything here that had accompany me for 4 years...
my frens, lecturer, room, fac and many many...
i really wan to capture every angle of UTM...
i wan to keep it as my memory forever....
i wont forget everything here....
when is time to leave, then the feel of love ll appear suddenly....
i love everything here...
my frens treat me very nice coz i m going leave to here today...
we cant meet anymore until sept during convocation....
after convocation i really dunno when i can meet them again.....
really appreciate everything my frens here gv me....
love everything here..... <3

Monday, May 9, 2011

The End

finally, my university is really come to the end..
i had finish my final year project presentation jz now...
n i had pass it...
now d oni thing is waiting for my convocation...
time pass so fast...
my 18 years study life end like dis....
i really cant believe it...
i feel like i jz enter uni oni, but now is d end for my uni life....
i had stay at utm for 4 years...
i know my frens here for 4 years ad....
we enter uni together, but now we r going to separate...
going for our own future life.....
d next time for us to gathering together i think should be during convocation...
after dat i really dunno when i oni will meet all my frens here again...
although sometime we had misunderstood, we argue, but now wan to leave them i really feel sad...
dunno y, d sad feeling is suddenly appear in my heart....
when i recall bec my uni life here, i feel dat i really learn a lot here....
although thr gt some sad and unhappy thing but coz of all of this so dat i learn a lot...
i wan to forget alld sad thing n oni remember d thing dat i had learn....
and i wan remember all d happy life here...
coz i know i wont get back all dis kind of life anymore....
i m going to hv a totally new life...
i m going to face for d true realistic world.....
i really scare i cant face it but i ll try my best to do my best....
i going to start work n hv d working life...
i dunno how my working life going to be, but i will try my best to make my life d best.....

Saturday, May 7, 2011

JYJ ~The Beginning~






this is my 'the beginning' album.. i really love this album very very much...
and dis is korea version that i bought it when i go korea...
so it is travel v me when i going korea... haha...
i love it cover... is very special... i like d red color plastic cover...
yes, they used red color no others color...
d CD oso in red color....
the design is very special....
even inside jz a simple CD and booklet but i really like d design....
and i gt a free poster... i hand carry d poster fr korea to malaysia..
i bring it very carefully fr korea to malaysia... hehe...
d most interesting thing is d CD shop that i go to buy dis CD is upstairs of nature republic....
in myeong dong, everytime enter d cosmetic shop ll get a free gift...
and d JYJ mask is d free gift dat i get fr nature republic... haha...
i go buy CD and get a free mask, and everything is JYJ...
i really excited when they gv me d JYJ facial mask...
until now i still din used the mask... and i think i wont used it forever and i ll keep it forever... hehe...

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

last exam

i m going to take my last exam dis coming sat...
i think dis would be my last study exam in my life..
after dis no more study exam for me...
i thin oni ll hv stress fr work for me....
i mz appreciate dis exam n study hard for it...
hehe...
i really cant imagine i m coming to d end of my study life after 18 years i study....
although i feel bored v my study life but still feel a bit sad...
so fast i m going to start my new life as a worker..
no more student....
i still worried bout dat, n i dunno i can handle it alone or not...
but i nid to do so... dis is life....
hopefully everything goes well in my life after dis exam....

Big Bang - Tonight

recently i really love this mv very very much....
is really awesome and creative mv..
i love they used black and white as d mv color...
n Big bang dance is really nice..
although jz a simple dance but really suit v d song n d mv...

母亲节快乐

母亲节又要来临了。。。今年还是一样,都没钱买礼物送给妈妈。。。。
但是,明年我一定会买。。。嘻嘻。。。
在youtube看到这首歌,原来这首歌这么长。。。我都不知道。。。
因为每次都只唱前面的。。。哈哈。。。。
但是这首歌真的陪伴我度过我的童年。。。。



祝我的妈妈,母亲节快乐。。。
要每天都开心,快乐,健康,平安的过。。。
我爱你,妈妈。。。。。

注定

很多事情好像是冥冥中注定似的。。。。
因为之前得不到,所以现在得到。。。。
到底这种注定对我是好还是坏????
我真的不懂,也有点担心。。。我现在的心情就像是站在没有地心引力的地球。。。。
飘来飘去,我真的不懂。。。一边酱说,一边那样说。。。
我到底要听谁的,我都不懂。。。
跟着自己的心走,但是我的心都不懂我要往哪里走。。。。
真的很烦啊。。。。希望一切会顺利吧。。。。
我真的不懂这种决定是对是错,但是既然我决定,就应该不要后悔,不要后退。。。
继续往前走。。。

Saturday, April 23, 2011

这些话好有意思

我在网看到了这篇文章。。。里面的话都好有意思。。。我超喜欢的。。。 <3 <3 <3

1.莎士比亚说:

再好的东西,都有失去的一天。

再深的记忆,也有淡忘的一天。

再爱的人,也有远走的一天。

再美的梦,也有苏醒的一天。

该放弃的决不挽留。

该珍惜的决不放手,分手后不可以做朋友,因为彼此伤害过!

也不可以做敌人,因为彼此深爱过。

2.几米说:

当你喜欢我的时候,我不喜欢你,

当你爱上我的时候,我喜欢上你,

当你离开我的时候,我却爱上你,

是你走得太快,还是我跟不上你的脚步,

我们错过了诺亚方舟,错过了泰坦尼克号,

错过了一切的惊险与不惊险,我们还要继续错过。

我不了解我的寂寞来自何方,但我真的感到寂寞。

你也寂寞,世界上每个人都寂寞,只是大家的寂寞都不同吧。

3.刘心武说:

不要指望,麻雀会飞得很高。

高处的天空,那是鹰的领地。

麻雀如果摆正了自己的位置,它照样会过得很幸福!

4.亦舒说:

人们日常所犯最大的错误,是对陌生人太客气,而对亲密的人太苛刻,

把这个坏习惯改过来,天下太平。

5.郭敬明说:

我终于发现自己看人的眼光太过简单,我从来没有去想面具下面是一张怎样的面容,

我总是直接把面具当做面孔来对待,却忘记了笑脸面具下往往都是一张流着泪的脸。

6.刘心武说:

对不起是一种真诚,没关系是一种风度。

如果你付出了真诚,却得不到风度,那只能说明对方的无知与粗俗!

7.韩寒说:

再累再苦就当自己是二百五再难再险就当自己是二皮脸。

8.安妮宝贝说:

当一个女子在看天空的时候,她并不想寻找什么。

她只是寂寞。

9.遇见平凡说:

缘分像一本书。

翻的不经意会错过童话读得太认真又会流干眼泪。

10.张小娴说:

爱,从来就是一件千回百转的事。

不曾被离弃,不曾受伤害,怎懂得爱人?

11.亦舒说:

无论怎么样,一个人借故堕落总是不值得原谅的,越是没有人爱,越要爱自己。

12.刘心武说:

与其讨好别人,不如武装自己;

与其逃避现实,不如笑对人生;

与其听风听雨,不如昂首出击!

13.张爱玲说:

娶了红玫瑰,久而久之,红玫瑰就变成了墙上的一抹蚊子血,白玫瑰还是“床前明月光";

娶了白玫瑰,白玫瑰就是衣服上的一粒饭渣子,红的还是心口上的一颗朱砂痣。

14.三毛说:

一个朋友很好,两个朋友就多了一点,三个朋友就未免太多了。

知音,能有一个已经很好了,不必太多,

如果实在没有,还有自己,好好对待自己,跟自己相处,也是一个朋友...

15.雪小禅说:

我以为终有一天,我会彻底将爱情忘记,将你忘记,

可是,忽然有一天,我听到了一首旧歌,我的眼泪就下来了,

因为这首歌,我们一起听过。

16.郭敖说:

我们始终都在练习微笑,终于变成不敢哭的人。

17.三毛说:

不要害怕拒绝他人,如果自己的理由出于正当。

当一个人开口提出要求的时候,他的心里根本预备好了两种答案。

所以,给他任何一个其中的答案,都是意料中的。

18.梓色心晴说:

男人哭了,是因为他真的爱了。

女人哭了,是因为她真得放弃了。

19.玄漪说:

能够说出的委屈,便不算委屈;

能够抢走的爱人,便不算爱人。

20.张爱玲说:

爱情本来并不复杂,来来去去不过三个字,

不是我爱你、我恨你,

便是算了吧、你好吗、对不起。

21.马云说:

晚上想想千条路,早上醒来走原路。

22.饶雪漫说:

这个世界欺骗了我,我必须给与还击,我不会放掉任何一丁点儿属于我的幸福,

哪怕付出的代价是从此坠入地狱,我也在所不惜。

23.郭敖说:

每个人一生之中心里总会藏着一个人,也许这个人永远都不会知道,

尽管如此,这个人始终都无法被谁所替代。

而那个人就像一个永远无法愈合的伤疤,

无论在什么时候,只要被提起,或者轻轻的一碰,就会隐隐作痛。

24.GARVEN说:

话是人说的,屁也是人放的,说话和放屁一样,都是一口气而已。

25.三毛说:

某些人的爱情,只是一种“当时的情绪"。

如果对方错将这份情绪当做长远的爱情,是本身的幼稚。

26.张小娴说:

如果没法忘记他,就不要忘记好了。

真正的忘记,是不需要努力的。

27.人非草木说:

再丑的人也能结婚,再美的人也会单身!

28.张爱玲说:

因为爱过,所以慈悲;

因为懂得,所以宽容。

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

thankful

i m very thankful dat although i face a lot of pro n gt some bad fren but i still gt many gd fren...
they can make me happy...
n they ll concern on me...
when i told them i gt pro, they ll stand beside me...
although they cant do anything but they ll try their best to comfort me...
i know they r concern on me...
even i jz put a sad word on my fb, they ll comment n make joke thr...
so even i sad but after c their funny comment, my mood really can become good...
i said i miss a/s very much, then my very gd bro straight said when i go bec he ll treat me eat...
hahaha~~~
everytime when i feel sad, sure they ll come chat v me n comfort me...
sumtime ll find some funny video clip n called me watch for it to make me happy..
so everytime when i m totally down, but when i think dat i gt all my very very good fren, i feel like i very thankful n motivated myself....
i really thankful i gt all dis fren....

失望

虽然已经是大学的最后一个月了。。。
但是身边的人一直的让我失望。。。
就连我一直以为很好的人,也让我失望了。。。
可能站在她的立场,她是对的。。。
但是他为什么就不会站在别人的立场想一想。。。
最后一个group project也搞到乱七八糟。。。
当初,分工的时候,你们就一句不会所以就不要做。。。
你们说你们不会做poster,那我会么???
我也不会啊。。。但是想了一下,我觉得总要有人牺牲做吧。。。
所以我就说,不然就我跟另外两个组员做。。。
你们就说你们做报告。。
好咯,分工完毕。。。各自做各自的。。。
因为不懂要怎么开始,所以我们用了蛮久的时间想了又想。。。
决定edit原本有的图,然后再用自己的想法做出一张poster。。。
终于做好了。。。
但是,你们就因为看着我们把我们的part做好了,而你们还没做好,就开始要把你们的工作也叫我们做。。。
那是你们的责任,你们应该完成它吧。。。
不是因为看到别人做好他们的part,而就想再把自己的part推给别人。。。
我知道你们不爽,但是那是你们的事,管我屁事。。。
我已经完成我应该做的了。。。
而且还在我面前讲,你们有多可怜。。
我呸。。。你们会装可怜,所以就可怜。。。
那我们不会装可怜的,就不可怜吗???
我不想跟你讲这么多是因为我不想到最后吵架。。。
其实我忍你蛮久了。。。因为我开在我们的友情份上,所以我不想计较这么多。。。
但是你真的很让我失望。。、
你宁愿站在印度人的那边,也不站在我们这边为我们想一想。。。
当我收到印度人的电话的时候,我真的很失望。。
你连打电话叫我们做工作都不想。。。
是叫印度人打来。。。你真的让我很失望。。。。
你觉得你对,但是我想我们也应该有权利觉得我们对吧。。。。
你一直以来都这样。。。只会说出你觉得对的东西,而且不站在别人的立场想。。。
你一直觉得自己很理性,但是你的理性却伤害了别人。。
而且也伤害了我们的友情。。。。。
其实真正的朋友不是这样的。。。
真正的朋友是,无论发生什么事情,他们都会站在我们这边的。。。
真正的朋友做出的事情会让我们感觉到很温馨。。。。

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

回忆

人是不是越老就越会回忆过去啊。。。
最近的我一直在重看以前的照片,一边看照片,一边回忆以前的点点滴滴。。。
回想以前,真的觉得那时候是最好的。。。
没有烦恼,做自己想做的事。。。
看起跟朋友一起旅行的点点滴滴,真的觉得这些时光很难再重来。。
只有在回忆里找到。。。。
以前一放假就会和朋友计划到那里旅行。。。
计划好我们就出发了。。。都不需要想太多。。
但是现在,要搞一个旅行都好像很难,更不用说要全员到齐啦。。。
中学时候,曾经一大班朋友去旅行。。。
一大班是十多个快二十个人哦。。。。
现在,要超过五个都好像有点难,更别说是十多个。。。
十八岁都不到的小伙子们,竟然租的不是车,而是租货车,然后十多个人挤在一辆货车里。。。
就这样展开我们的旅程。。。
我们之中没有人驾过货车的经验,但是我们没有害怕,我们就只知道我们一定做到。。。
那是真的是年少轻狂啊。。。但是我很庆幸我有这种经验。。。。
那个时候真的是玩的很开心,那种时光我一辈子都不会忘记的。。。。
不止如此,就算我们只有几个女生一起出游,我们也很疯狂。。。。
我很喜欢那种好朋友挤在一个小房间里,有说有笑,几个女生噼里啪啦讲个不停,不管别人怎么想的时候。。。
我们为了省钱就挤在一起睡觉,就算四个人,睡在两个蛮小张的床也无所谓。。。
然后不知天高地厚的,拿着地图,在人生地不熟的地方闯。。。
而且还可以到达目的地。。。我当时真的觉得我们很厉害。。。。
虽然只是短短的三天两夜但是我们真的过得很充足。。。。
就算不过也,只是一日游,我们也可以玩得很开心。。。
大伙六七个人,坐上朋友的休旅车出发。。。
而且,简单的一辆休旅车都可以让我们说成是明星的保姆车。。。
然后就一大堆的人物出现啦。。。保母车当然有明星啦。。。当然经纪人,保姆,司机都不可以少的啦。。。。哈哈哈。。。。我还真佩服我们的想象力啊。。。。
虽然只是想象,但是它足够给我很美的回忆。。。。
我们一边玩,一边吃。。。
我们根本没有真正的目的,看到有趣的就停车看看。。。看到好吃的就停车吃吃。。。
我们就是这样的潇洒。。。。
从来都没有想过,我们会不会遇到什么而让我们的旅程有阻碍。。。我们制动往前走。。。。
不懂路了就问人,不然就打电话回家问一问,然后再继续我们的旅程。。。。
但是这些现在都只能在回忆里找到了,因为我们都长大了。。。
各自忙各自的,工作的工作,读书的读书,出国的出国。。。
就连农历新年的聚会人数都越来越少。。。。
我真的很希望有一天,这些回忆可以重来。。。
重新找回那种感觉。。。。
但是我知道,这是很难办到的。。。。
所以我也只有在回忆里找回。。。。

Sunday, April 10, 2011

知心的朋友

朋友是人生的过客。。。
但是知心朋友是永远不会变成过客的,因为他们会永远在我们心里面。。。
就算我们没有每天见面,没有常联络,但是这不代表我们的感情会受影响。。。
反而这会让我么更珍惜彼此相处的每一刻。。。而且一见面,就有说不完的话题。。。
从来都不会计较什么。。。
我想如果我们见面三天,那我们就有三天的话题讲。。。
哈哈。。。
不管开心,伤心的事都会想要跟他们分享。。。
而且,无论什么时候,什么情形,他们都会站在我这一边。。。。
我投诉什么,他们都会安慰我,不会说一些让我更加伤心的事情来刺激我。。。
我真的很开心,因为我有这样的朋友。。。
虽然不多,但是我还是很感谢你们。。。
谢谢你们出现在我人生里。。。
因为除了你们,没有多少个人会像你们这样对我好。。。

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

٩(•̮̮̃•̃)۶Super Show 3 ٩(•̮̮̃•̃)۶

Just finish watching an awesome n daebak super concert... d concert start at 6pm... although its a bit early but d stadium ad fill up v ELFss before 5pm... i reach thr at 12pm then after lunch n check in hotel, i start queue up at 4pm... i enter d stadium around 5pm... dat time ad a lot of ppl in stadium... everyone in stadium are in 'high' mood... everyone start shouting even suju not yet come out... hehe...
around 6:30pm d concert is start... everyone is extremely high... they start their concert v super show 3 video clip and sorry sorry... when donghae fly out fr d center of d stage, OMG...everyone is going crazy.... d shouting is non-stop for d whole concert... i really salute to ELFss energy... especially shouting energy... ^^
suju really gv ELFss perfect performance... especially for solo part... i reallly love leeteuk solo, when he sing 'kiss goodbye' everyone is sing along v him.. n oso for kyuhyun solo... everyone is sing v him together.. coz he wan singing “新不了情”... almost everyone know how to sing dis song... i feel d most awesome 1 is when yesung sing for his own song 'it has to be with you'... coz dis is an korean song, but everyone know how to sing d song n sing loudly with him...... *goose bump*
after dat, is wat i love d most sure is eunhyuk solo.. he sing 'down' with perfect dancing.. eunhyuk dancing really awesome.. nobody can beat him... hehe... i really love dat part... <3
when they sing 'no others', leeteuk n sungmin fly in d sky n spread d pieces of paper... leeteuk really look like angel... his smile really can kill ppl... hehe...
they perform around 30++ song dat nite... during d encore part, they performce cooking cooking n wear d vegetables suit.. is really cute.. i m expected eunhyuk to wear his bean sprout, but dat nite is donghae wear it not eunhyuk.. eunhyuk wear d cute cute mushroom... hehe...
i m expected to c lady hee hee n beyonce dat nite 1.. but since heechul is injured so i hv no chance to see for it... haizzz.... i wan to c donghae n eunhyuk wear dress n high hill n dance on d stage... hehe... dis part make me a bit disappointed.. but i still enjoy d concert la... hehe...
d whole concert is really awesome...
everything is SUPER in d concert...
SUPER SINGING, SUPER DANCING, SUPER SOLO, SUPER PERFORMANCE, SUPER FUNNY, SUPER CUTE, SUPER HANDSOME, SUPER ENJOY and got SUPER MAN summore...
every super add up = SUPER JUNIOR ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
SUPER SHOW 3 daebak.... *waiting for super show 4*

Friday, March 18, 2011

Super Show 3

Tml is d day.. i hv wait for long time ad... SS2 i cant go.. dis time sure i ll go... hehe
n i dunno when is their ss4... ^^
i think i ll be over high tml nite.... aspecially v phin phin... hehe...
n i know even min min din sit v us but she ll be more high than us...
haha...
hopefully tml we ll enjoy a wonderful concert n be one of our beautiful memories before we grad...
i really dunno y 3 of us always siao together...
but i m sure dis ll become our nice memory after grad n even when we become old...
hehe...
SUPER SHOW 3 we r coming~~~~~~^^

Friday, March 11, 2011

世事难料

昨天早上就接到我妈咪打来的电话,妈咪告诉我,我好朋友的妈妈去世了。。。
我听了真的不懂该怎么办才好。。。真的是吓了我一跳。。。
唉~~真的是世事难料啊。。。
因为没有假期,所以也不能回去。。。
好朋友发生这种事情,我既然什么也帮不到。。。
我只能做的就是发短讯慰问他。。。我真的什么也帮不到。。。
好讨厌这种心情。。。
什么都做不到,但又想帮个什么忙。。。
但我真的不懂我可以做些什么。。。。(╥_╥)

Sunday, February 27, 2011

BUSY BUSY BUSY

again, my life is stat busy after rest for few day..
y lecturer like to gv assignment, quiz n test in d same time..
start fr tml, my sucky life start again... non-stop quiz, test, assignment, final year project, journal n bla bla bla...
d worst thing is i nid to use my sunday to work part time jobs v my lecturer....
act i can rest dat day, but i wan earn money so i nid to use my sunday to work..
now, my whole week is full...
no more holiday...
d worst thing is now, i gt bunch of work to do but i dunno wat to start 1st...
really sien la like dis...
haizz...
mz start move myself now.. so my thing can finish on time...
if not, later my life ll become more sucky...
aza aza fighting~~~ ^^

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

My 4th day at KOREA---Part 2 [31st dec 2010]










after visited Yonsei university, we go for our shopping time...
it is d best time for me... i m waiting for dis time so so long time ago.... ^^
we go namdaemn n myeongdong.... thr r a lot of thing to buy..
i really excited.. haha..
1st we go for nambaemun 1st... d weather is really cold dat day...
but i dun mind coz i wan to shopping la... XD
thr gt a lot of souvenir shop, d souvenir is a lot until i dunno wat to buy...
besides souvenir, thr oso gt sell a lot of clothes but i din buy it coz all d clotehs is winter clothes..
no used for me to buy coz it cant wear at malaysia.. hehe...
i buy a souvenir for my dad n some for my fren n family..
i oso buy some ginseng sweet n chocolate for my family..
especially d ginseng sweet for my mum coz my mum love d ginseng sweet..
d ginseng sweet i buy is red ginseng sweet... it is better ginseng compare to normal ginseng...
i oso buy a honey lemon juice.. coz after i try it is really nice...
n d shop ahjumma is really nice, she know how to talk in chinese n serve us very nice.. gv us a lot of tester to test all d product in d shop...
after we buy all d thing, she gv us a packet of sweet which cost 3000 won as a new year gift coz she say dat day is d last day of 2010... [happy new year]
after shop around namdaemum n buy all d thing, then we go meet for others malay frens for lunch..
we eat kebab as our lunch at subway station... really funny...
anyway, coz we dun wan waste our time so we just fast fast finish our lunch n continue our shopping... ^^
after dat, we go myeongdong..
thr really a shopping heaven for me... haha..
thr sell a lot of cosmetic.. i really dunno how to choose...
thr gt a lot of same brand of cosmetic shop....
n d specialty is everytime u enter d shop, u ll get a free gift..
some are cosmetic cotton, some are bb cream, soem r lotion n etc...
even some i oso dunno wat it is...
coz all is korean word i really dunno wat it is... haha...
among d free gift, i like d most is d mask fr nature republic...
on d packets of d mask is JYJ... i wont used dat mask forever n ll keep it forever...
haha....
i buy a lot of cosmetic thr... n d price is extrememly cheap compare v malaysia..
i buy some mask n cosmetic for myself n my family..
i spend quite much at the face shop...
i buy all d cosmetic for my mum n my sister...
although i feel like quite much i spend trh but when i coming be cto malaysia n c d price in malaysia, i feel like i buy too less ad...
coz d price in malaysia is really expansive...
if i buy all d thing dat i buy at myeongdong at the face shop in malaysia, i think it ll cost me rm100++..
but i oni spend around 20000 won thr..
it is extremely cheap....
i so regret that i din buy a lot...
myeongdong gt a big uniqlo... i love d shop very very much..
i buy a cute n nice winter long sleeve for my yoyo..
n sure i ll go to SPAO.... but i din buy anything...
again because all is winter clothes... ^^
i think if E.L.F n SONE go thr sure ll stay for long time inside...
coz inside everywhr can c super junior n SNSD pic... haha~~~ XD
mayb coz d day i go thr is new year eve so thr r a lot of ppl...
it is very nice to shop thr...
even i m tired for walk whole day n carry all d thing i buy but i still continue my shopping..
i dun wan to waste my time to rest...
it is really a nice shopping for me n i really spend a lot thr..
hehe~~~

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

My 4th day at KOREA---Part 1 [31st dec 2010]









finally come to my 4th day at korea...
today i m going to Yonsei University....
it is really a nice university... building is nice, view is nice n when everywhr in university cover by snow, it make d university look more nice....
at thr, prof SJ Han gv us a talk bout the department of computer science...
after dat, he bring us go to Yonsei samsung library..
d library really awesome... i love it very very much..
everything inside the library is digital..
all touch screen n everything is systematic....
in d library, a gal gv us a talk..
since she nvr intro herself so i dunno wat is her name... hehe...
but she is a nice and sweet gal...
gv us every details about d library...
d lift of the library oso very nice..
it is made by whole glasses... can look through it..
really nice... how gd if UTM oso gt dis kind of lift..
hehe..
after d tour in d library, prof SJ Han bring us go to d topr roof of the library..
OMG... wat a beautiful view up thr...
on the top roof of library gt cafe summore...
how nice if can drink a hot coffee up thr during winter time...
d view really nice...
d whole top roof full of snow.... everything is in white..
really nice...
i think Yonsei Samsung library is d most high tech library i had seen before...
after dat, we go to Yonsei souvenir shop to buy some souvenir...
is d end of our Yonsei university tour....

My 3rd day at KOREA---Part2 [30th dec 2010]

after come bec fr lotte world, we had our dinner in room...
but d dinner is not nice n spicy...
we all oni eat d chicken n din eat d rice....
coz d curry is really spicy.....
coz of this, we go out to hv our own super duper nice dinner...
dis super duper nice dinner is korean bbq...
it is really nice until now i still miss it very very much....
it is nicer than malaysia 1 n cheaper than malaysia....
it oni cost 5800 won each of us n we eat till very very full....
beside pork, i love d onion that put in d sauce...
i dunno wat it is bout d sauce, but i know it gt some wasabi inside...
but it is really nice...
eat d sauce+onion+pork together it really really nice...
i really dunno how to describe d delicious taste of it...
i think dis is d most delicious bbq i had ever eat...
really hope i can eat again in d future...
beside d bbq, d egg oso very nice....
i really love it very very much....
it is d most delicious food i eat in Korea...
hehe.... ^^

Sunday, January 16, 2011

My 3rd day at KOREA--Part1 [30th dec 2010]

Lotte World is my 3rd destination during i at korea...
it is a dreamland for me... ^^
it look like a castle... such a beautiful place... i really like it....
once i reach thr i go play some outdoor extreme games...
it is really scary but i love it...
d gyro drop is really make my heart stop once it drop...
but really nice... coz whn i m up thr i can c for d whole lotte world up thr....
d view really nice thr.... but after 10 sec i really like jump fr high building..
haha... but i love it very very much...
after dat is gyro swing turned... =D
dis 1 really make me a bit suffer, cot it not oni swing but is spin..
swing n spin together n d height is really high...
i really dunno how to described it when i m on it..
once i open my eyes up thr i saw d lake near lotte world, 2nd time i oni saw sky...
sometime i oso dunno act whr m i... haha...
it really make me dizzy after dat...
luckily after dat is lunch time, so i can take a rest then play again... haha...
after dat i m continue my extreme destiny v d extreme games...
all d games is really nice.. i love it so much....
but d time i m thr is quite short... if longer time for me then i mayb can enjoy more thr...
coz still lot of thing i not yet try thr...
especially the mary go around.... :(
but since i m in group so i nid to follow...
anyway, lotte world really nice for me.... ^^