a happy day

today is a quite happy day for me.. y?? coz i finally finish my genomics n proteomics presentation ad... and d result n comment that we get fr Dr is not bad.. he say he was happy v our presentation n wat he expect we gt do it.. is really happy with dis... hehe... n he say he happy with all the print screen dat done by us... i more happy v dis 1 coz dis idea is come fr me... wakakaka... really happy... next time mz be do better than dis time... hehe... a happy day for me today... but now i m study database for tml test.... aza aza fighting.... ^.^y

男孩与女孩的悲哀故事

曾经看过一篇这样的文章。。。就因为女孩的任性所以造成了无法袮补的结局。。。当女孩后悔的时候，一切都来不及了。。。这一辈子都要过着内疚、后悔的日子。。。所以当发脾气时一定要点到为止。。。不要太过分，造成袮补不了的结局。。。这真是一片很感人的故事。。。不过我看了以后觉得女孩有点过分。。。有一个这么爱她的男朋友却不会珍惜。。。

那么一对情侣.女孩很漂亮,非常善解人意,偶尔时不时出些坏点子耍耍男孩.
男孩很聪明,也很懂事,最主要的一点.幽默感很强.总能在2个人相处中找到可以逗女孩发笑的方式.女孩很喜欢男孩这种乐天派的心情.他们一直相处不错,女孩对男孩的感觉,淡淡的,说男孩象自己的亲人.男孩对女孩爱甚深,非常非常在乎她.所以每当吵架的时候,男孩都会说是自己不好,自己的错.即使有时候真的不怪他的时候,他也这么说.他不想让女孩生气. 就这样过5年,男孩仍然非常爱女孩,象当初一样.有一个周末,女孩出门办事,男孩本来打算去找女孩,但是一听说她有事,就打消了这个念头.他在家里呆了一天,他没有联系女孩,他觉得女孩一直在忙,自己不好去打 扰 他.谁知女孩在忙的时候,还想着男孩,可是一天没有接到男孩的消息,她很生气.晚上回家后,发了条信息给男孩,话说得很重.甚至提到了分手.当时是晚上12点.男孩心急如焚,打女孩手机,连续打了3次,都给挂断了.打家里电话没人接,猜想 是 女孩把电话线拔了.男孩抓起衣服就出门了,他要去女孩家.当时是12点25.女孩在12点40的时候又接到了男孩的电话,从手机打来的,她又给挂断了.一夜无话.男孩没有再给女孩打电话..第2天,女孩接到男孩母亲的电话,电话那边声泪俱下.男孩昨晚出了车祸.警方说是车速过快导致刹车不急,撞到了一辆坏在半路的大货车.救护车到的时候,人已经不行了. 女孩心痛到哭不出来,可是再后悔也没有用了.她只能从点滴的回忆中来怀念男孩带给她的欢乐和幸福.女孩强忍悲痛来到了事故车停车场,她想看看男孩呆过的最后的地方.车已经撞得完全不成样子. 方向盘上,仪表盘上,还沾有男孩的血迹.男孩的母亲把男孩当时身上的遗物给了女孩,钱包,手表,还有那部沾满了男孩鲜血的手机.女孩翻开钱包,里面有她的照片,血渍浸透了大半张.当女孩拿起男孩的手表的时候,赫然发现,手表的指针停在12点35分附近.女孩瞬间明白了,男孩在出事后还用最后一丝力气给她打电话,而她自己却因为还在堵气没有接.男孩再也没有力气去拨第2遍电话了,他带着对女孩的无限眷恋和内疚走了.女孩永远不知道,男孩想和她说的最后一句话是什么..女孩也明白,不会再有人会比这个男孩,更爱她了！

至上励合-->棉花糖

无意间发现了一个中国男子组合-->至上励合。。。是有五个男生组成的。。。是个中国人和一个韩国人。。。其实我只知道其中一个，张远。。因为我有看快乐男声所以看过他。。。唱歌确实不错。。。很好听。。。我只知道里面有马雪阳，金恩圣（韩国人），刘洲成和李茂。。。但我搞不懂他们谁是谁。。。。只知道张远。。。嘻嘻～～～但，听了他们的歌曲过后，发现蛮好听的。。。很喜欢“棉花糖”这首歌。。。

很复杂的情绪。。。

最近的心情不知怎么搞的。。。有时会觉得很down，有时会很想骂人，找人出气，很想咬人出气。。。而且好像做什么事都不顺利，一直碰钉子。。。身边的人都好像离我越来越远。。。我的大学生活好像越来越烂。。。跟这边的朋友的关系好像越变越奇怪，有时都不懂他们在讲或做些什么，我跟他们好像有代沟，他们讲的我都不明白。。。。。是我的问题吗？？？我自己也不知道。。。好想找到答案，但不懂答案在哪里。。。。。我跟以前的朋友多不会有这种问题，但跟这边的朋友却有这种问题。。。为什么会变这样？？？我好烦、好烦、好烦。。。。但我不懂该怎么做才好。。。有谁可以教教我吗？？？

a dozen of assignment n test.... =.="

i m taking 21 credit dis sem... is a quiet heavy sem for me... start from the second week of this sem d assignment, quizzes, lab, project, presentation is non-stop given by lecturer until now... jz now database lecturer give us 1 more assignment although she have been gv u 1 assignment yesterday... n the 2 assignment's due date is at same day... OMG.... reallt tension!!! next week gt 2 test-- database n artificial intelligent... after dat gt operating system test summore... then the computational biology oso hav non-stop project to do... luckily networking test is an online test.. we can do it with discuss each other... n dis sem gt a lot of journal to be read... when i see d journal which full with word my eyes start turning, turning n turning... gt a lot of star on my head n swt... can read but cant understand... nid to read few time to understand it... n take long time to read it... huh... really so stress n tension dis sem... but dis is my decision to take 21 credit... so i must not regret n mz overcome it... anyway, after dis sem i will go practical n after that hopeully my university life can be more easier n free.... haha....
gambateh to myself.... i can do it.... i can do it.... i sure can afford all the stuff given by lecturer.....
aza...aza... fighting!!!^^

thyroid

我生病已经超过三个月了。。。我吃药也吃了三个多月。。。前天我再次去检查我的病，医生告诉我，我的thyroid的result跟之前的不一样。。。之前验出我的TSH比平常人的少，导致我的T3和T4变高，所以我才会患上thyroid。。我吃药过后，现在我的TSH却比平常人的多，T3和T4变少了。。。所以我的thyroid没有好转。。只是从hypo变成hyper。。。唿！！！真惨！！！所以现在，医生叫我不必吃那么多药，看看我的TSH会不会减少。。。跟平常人的一样。。。唉！！！真是天意弄人。。。吃了药病并没有好。。。我到底要吃药吃到几时呢？？？真想快点停止这种吃药的日子。。。。

go pk test my blood

last 2 day i go pk to check my thyroid again... dis time d dr call me go test my blood 1st... after test the blood then jz can make sure how many the medicine i mz take for dis time.... if my thyroid gt recover then i can decrease d time to take d medicine... but the thing that let me hv shock is i can get my blood test result after 2 hours.. wah!!!! really high efficiency... n its free summore... hehe... now i can feel the benefits of the PK... hehe...

y i still awake???

now is 4:27am... y i still awake??? i m searching some information for assignment... d special thing is d information i find is not for my own assignment... actually is for my dearest brother... he call me jz now n tell me he cant on9 to find d information he wan so he call me help him find... n my d line in my room oni can load fast at this time.. so i wait until now then find all d information for my brother.... i din sleep to not oni doing my own assignment but for my brother oso... hehe... so late still nid help him to do... but i hv no choice coz i oni gt 1 n oni 1 bro... i mz help him do anything he wan... if not who can help him do leh... if he cant complete his assignment on time then i ll feel sad oso.. pity him that cant complete his assignment... so mz help him to complete the assignment.... anyway i jz help him find d information n d remain thing he mz do it himself... i really hope my bro can success in everything he do... can try his best to do... so to make sure he can success in everything the oni thing i can do is help him when he nid my help.... but since i m far away fr him so d thing i can help is limited... others thing he mz depends on himself...

my dearest bro, wish u success in ur study n life...
everything in ur life can go smoothly....^.*

d 1st time outing for dis sem...

yesterday all of my coursemate go out together to celebrate brian's 22nd bday... all of us go play play oni ABM n cobby din go coz they bec home... haha... we go eat steamboat.. we eat very very full until cant move... :) after dat we go danga bay... at danag bay convention hall there are held a floral exhibition... d flower there really very very very nice.. d orchids thr gt a thousand of colours... watever colours oso gt... d colour i love the most is pink n purple color orchids... is really beautiful n nice... love the flower very much... i know my mummy very love flower, dat day act my family plan go penang botanical garden to visit the floral exhibition but we din go coz no time... so if yesterday my mum gt go thr she sure very happy.. next time i mz bring my mum go to see how beautiful d flowers thr... we taek a loty of pic thr.. i oso dunno how much i take photo thr... hehe... feel like every flower oso can take photo with it... haha... after take photo n visit all d the flower d time is ad near 12am... so we plan to go find some place to celebrate brian's bday... finally we decide to go bec to McD near utm to celebrate for him... but we r a bit late.. so me, shi min n nichole sing the bday song in car for brian sharp at 12am... we sing a lot of version of bday song... gt english version, chinese version, malay version, cantonese version n korean version.. oni dunno how to sing in japanese... if not can hv 1 more version of bday song... haha... mayb is too high ad singing bday song until we get wrong road to bec to utm. so we nid to get long way to U turn n bec to utm.. :) after celebrate brian's bday then we sembang sembang at mcD then we jz bec to utm around 2am... we r so lucky coz we din kena scan our matric card.. then pak guard oni check us then let us go in... no nid scan for matic card... dis sem i go out n bec at the midnite twice ad but nvr kena scan matric card.. so lucky neh.... hehe... is really very very tired but anyway still hv fun yesterday nite... hopefully can go again n is 10 of us no more 8 of us oni.... but not always go la.. coz no money to spen always n i wan study oso... i m gd student neh... haha.... :P

文英阿姨就这样走了。。。。伤心哪。。。

可能很多人对文英阿姨不熟。。。但有常常看台湾综艺节目的人应该对他不陌生。。。因为家里有astro的关系，所以我会常常看台湾综艺节目，所以还对文英阿姨有一定的认识。。。我很喜欢看他上综艺节目，因为他很开朗、活泼。。。每次都会讲一些很好笑的笑话，让人捧腹大笑。。。
但是，刚刚看了新闻知道他病逝了。。。真的很伤心。。。一个好好的人就这样走了。。。
因为在UTM,所以很少买报纸看。。。只会偶尔上网看看有什么新闻。。。所以现在才知道文英阿姨病逝的新闻。。。刚刚在看关于他的新闻是，真的有点伤心。。。觉得他很可怜。。。人生真的很无常。。。以后再也看不到文英阿姨可爱的模样，再也听不到他那台湾国语。。。之前很喜欢看他上‘快乐有go正’。。。看她打白云的时候真的觉得很好笑。。。但以后再也看不到了。。。
安息吧！！！文英阿姨！！！Rest In Piece!!!!!

倒霉的一天 :'(

之前，写倒霉的一天只有在作文里写。。。然后交给老师。。。哈哈。。。
但是，昨天真的是我来UTM最倒霉的一天。。。上个星期五因为去PK看医生，所以感染了感冒。。。又咳嗽、又喉咙痛。。真的很辛苦。。。前天一整晚都没睡因为昨天有考试。。。而且，八点就有课。。。真的很累。。。生病又不能睡觉真辛苦。。。考试的题目有几题我不会做虽然已经读了一整晚。。。唉！！！过后，就和萍、诗、tony 和 cobby去吃饭。。。当我子拿食物的时候，才接到电话说database的课取消了。。。如果早一点讲的话，那么我就可以直接回房睡觉，但是，因为已经去吃饭了，所以就没有回房。只好呆在faculty等上课。。。过后去上AI，而且只上了半个小时。。。过后我们在等两个小时，去上modeling n simulation的课。。。原本平常老师之上到6：15pm但昨天他竟然上到六点半。。。我原本还以为来得及赶上巴士，因为七点过后就要等到八点才有巴士。。。但我从六点半等到七点多没有巴士，所以我只好等到八点咯。。。原本想打电话叫朋友来载我，但是我的手机却没有电。。。连要传一封简讯给我的朋友叫他们来接我都不行。。。要用公共电话却不知道朋友的手机号码，因为我不会背他们的号码。。。我只好等巴士咯～～回到房已经八点多了。。。而且诗敏还打了很多次电话给我，他还以为我晕倒在房里，因为我生病嘛。。。嘻嘻。。。因为我生病，所以妈咪一天会打好几次电话给我，但是因为手机没电，而且我又一整天没有回房，所以不能充电。。。过后，当我打给妈咪的时候，他告诉我他从五点多打电话给我打到八点，但是我的电话都不能通。。。真对不起妈咪！！！妈咪，对不起！！！：）
生病、没得睡、考试不会、等不到巴士。。。。唉！！！真是倒霉的一天。。。
以后我一定会常常‘喂’我的手机吃饭，这样我就不会再需要帮忙的时候没手机用啦！！哈哈。。。希望这种倒霉的日子不会再发生了。。。

sick :(

recently many ppl get sick... n H1N1 is popular in Malaysia now... all my fren all get sick.. some sore throat, cough, fewer and.... i tot i m d healthiest 1.. but tiday when i wake uo i feel dat my whole body is pain... n i start cough n sore throat... n i ad sleep for whole day ad coz i feel very uncomfortable n headache... although d weather is hot but i feel cold n wear sweater for whole day ad.... OMG... y d virus come find me??? i ad nid to eat for my thyroid medicine now nid to eat d medicine for caugh n sore throat... pity me la... i hate to take medicine... woo~~~ woo~~~.hipefully i can get well soon coz i really gt many thing to do.... gt test, quiz, assignment and project.. all make my brain wan explode.. all d virus plz go away fr me.... :(

真的吗？？？

刚刚看了报纸，看到关于东方神起拿起面临解散的危机。。。啊！！！希望这个事情不会发生啦！！！不然的话我真的会很伤心哪！！！好好的一个亚洲第一的组合干嘛解散呢？？？不要。。。不要。。。不要啦！！！很伤心叻如果这件事情成真的话。。。 :'(